Kiw Kiw

Hmm... long time since i wrote, the life seems good ^^ had a headeach for 5 days wierd ebough, but its going better :D going to visit my B-friend in 4 days *scared for the flying* flying down to copenhagen for 5 days! :D:D cant wait , there is so much iam going to see and experience.


Later sweets~

okey it was a while i wrote here , miss it a little tbh!
Yesterday i did something i wont do again. i did a abortion! it wasnt the funniest i have done in my life , were at the hospital 4h just bleeding , *yuck*

and iam really inlove aswell i found my dream boy , steven! :) better then ever, i cant get it , he were supporting me all the way during my abortion. and he just told me he were by my side all the way altho he's in denmark whouldnt stop him either way *giggle*

other it havent happen much , school is going on , still dont have anywhere to work :/
so i have been sitting 3 days in school , cant work in school or on a other place >.<

as well , Later sweets ~~

Omg omg omg!
They are soon here! :O
iam gonna met my biggest idols! Linkin park! Its 3 days Left!!!
3 DAYS!!!!

FINALLY THEY ARE HERE!!
the tickets , the proof we are actually going to see linkin park ,
omg i cant belive it ,
other things that have happen? hmm .. me and linnish are friends again :D

so everything is so good atm :D





Well havent so much more to tell atm ..

Later Sweets ~

well this is the last day i write something from work , atleast this time ..
actually the last day here and it feels strange and nice and things . have no idea how to describe it .
i dont have any exactly feeling about how i feel, but i know roman is a very nice guy and they are teasing us and they think we are inlove or something.. sure i like roman but he's a little bit older then me ,
but sure it has been a nice and exiting 3 weeks over here.

and i really wanna come back here to be honest . im gonna miss everyone all the new people i have got to know a bit better and the people i have known and know a little bit more now .

i cant really tell how sad iam to leave this guys.!
Thank you so much for these 3 weeks ;D


IMO People you guys are beloved <3<3<3<3

Still on work nothing more to say about that..
umm .. yesterday i went home from work and i didnt do much actually.
then my Ex-Boyfriend send me a sms and told me he was outside my house.. we send sms to eachother then i decided to go down to him and see he's new car and stuff. so i walked down and look at it.. was a cute little red car from -94 , and then i jumped in to the car and we started to talk about everything and after like 30 min we suddenly make out and then we stopped i huged him and said "god i have missed you" and he stoke my hair and kissed me on my forehead and said "i have missed you too" and he looked at me and smile and said "2 years and we cant split up" no said .. you were my first real love and he said and you were mine. God i cant tell you the feeling at that moment. it was like WOW O__O here iam with my old b-friend that i had for like 8month then i met Per and get along with him in 2 years and then im suddenly make out and both tell that we have missed eachother. wow . that was a feeling i wont forget.
GAAH!! im gonna meet im thiiis weekend *trying to jump up and down*

anyways , today have been much to do . and i have made a lot of things. buit i dont know if im feeling alright or not :o
feeling down and sleepy , have no idea why to be honest.
maybe im starting to get a cold or something like that.
in other words the day have been okey in general,

maybe should go back to work now.. or try atleast . going home soon (:

Later sweets~

Well im back again still on work , but somethimes i really wounder what iam doing here.. sure there is no problem with my friends and such and i love when we go out and eat lunch we are always 3 or more that eat at the same place ^.-

but when it comes to this i dont have anything to do and they cant give me anything to do either .. BUT i have figured out there is only 3 days left XD

wich is pritty boring i whould love to leave IMO but never my friends.
and now when i have start to know them a bit better its gonna get a bit harder..
i have never laugh this much on a work as i do now ^^ i have so much fun everyday


i mean its catta , per , ali , samir , sulan , roman , danne , savas , Tina and Jojje , fredrik , fredrik and jocke.
they are just gold people to be with :o
and on the lunch chould be the best time to be on with this people at the same time :)

other things.. ?
no actually not.. everyday is passing by and i have met a very cute boy , he's really nice he's name is Daniel and he lives in Gothenburg tho..
but dosent mather to me :)

and i miss my Ciaran .. my cute finnish boy
hopefully it will be something between us in the future , i can tell you that i think im a little bit inlove with him . cause he make me laugh and we have really fun together

i almost forgot.. you cant belive what happend to me last week..
i was on my way home from the work when my dad told me that one of my friends called me . and when i got home .. we sit and talk in the phone when she suddenly says "anna : if Listen now.. Listen closely" i did and she told me that she have been serching for tickets to the Concert.. but she chouldnt find any good tickets , and they were almost Sold out T___T , BUT then she told me that her mom had search to on an other site and then .. WE GOT TICKETS!!!!!! i can't belive it .. we actually got tickets to the Linkin park Concert :D:D:D
so thats what i am about to do 25 may ,
Going to be soo grate :D , and hopefully ill go too Dreamhack this summer if im not gonna work that is .
but Linkin park.. daumn i cant belive it.
for the first time the enter SWEDEN iam actually gonna go to see them.
Too bad i chouldnt see MUCC yesterday btw.
i hope you guys had a nice time.. *points at nikki , Linnish and janne*

anyways sweets thats what i had on my heart at the moment.

Later sweets ~

Hmm... well long time no see.. havent have anything to write about, but yeaa
im working now got one week left.. the first one got good everyone were happy to see me back :)
savas whent back to work my second week and he looked at me with a big smile on he's face "Hi , what are you doing here, Nice to see you again :D"
so the second week i didnt have anything to do the first 2 days -.- that really sux.

the other days have been uncleard , have been jumping around walking around and somethimes dont have a fooking clue where to be..

thats it have been all the time on this company , ow well i got good working mates atleast.. thats something i guess

kim and i had a fight and shit. and i dont know..

me and linnosh hade been a bit away from eachother.. and you prolly know why.
hmm.. what more? dont know.. not much more to say now.


OW well maybe go back to my work mates and do nothing >.<

Later Sweets~

Well yesterday was i valentines day . i actually got cute flowers from my "boyfriend" 10 red roses.
we spent the day together .
and today it was school . i work with cars this two weeks . and start 8.00 and quit 12.00 everyday ^_____^

and i want to say Good luck to Linnish just because the guy she's dating atm and i hope they get along together :)
altho i was intrested in that guy. but hopefully she will be happy and that's my only wish..



Later sweets~

hm.
I dont know what to say this time.
more then i have been sick for a few days :o
well atleast im back in school and fit for fight :P much shit is going on in school . one of my friends are in not that good shape.
people have start chasing him and they are trying to kill him :o
i have been sitting here slacking all day..
and i have tried to make my program done :o altho its not that simple as it may sound.

well home time now..
*wwiiiie*

later sweets ~~

Well got nothing special to tell.
i have only been in school so far :o , and when im finnished here im going home to the little quiet house (:

it can be good to be alone somethimes just do what you wanna do and no one yelling , do this and do that O_o


im feeling to do something really strange :S dunno what tho..
i wanna do something really odd :P , im having a brake in 10min and we hopefully are going to play cards.

i met janne today as usuall . he's still so cute (:
but i think he dosent like me anymore , i have that strange feeling.
he's still so cute when he smile and when he laugh..

And viktor.. youre cool :P , luckly i know you dosent like me that way :P , cause then i whould go nuts :P

Adam , youre awsome i have to edmit. i havent laughed that much as i do with you in the ventrilo

Cagri: my own cute turkish rogue ^__^ and my chocolate bear :D , youre pretty good looking summer time (:

Ciaran: youre cute.. my own little cow. you make me smile and youre really cute (:

Deionarra : my lover ;D , youre the sweetest baby ^___^



Well Later Sweets O.o
~huggies~

YES!! i cant belive it.. it's finally here.

the Burning crusade (:
i didnt realice that i chould have it so early.. but i have.. i have it :D
and i think im going home to play.. its such a awsome game :D


anyways im waiting for my bf to get to my school and deliver it for me :D
i CANT WAIT!!
i really wanna start to play.
GRR!!.

And yesterday i played with my two good friends..
Dymo and Dreamfreeze as they called in the game.. or they real name is Adam and Viktor. daumn we had alot of fun yesterday :D

Viktor , Jag Diggar DIG!!

anyways see ya later sweets ~

i dont know what to say and write..
but it have been a long time since the last time.
i have to say that me and my new boyfriend and we have fight alot now and i dont know if i can take it anymore
but i cant brakeup eather
i dont know what to do or say to him .
he dont even seem to listen to me , anyhow. i think im pretty okay in other words

i went to my friends dinner party ,
it was me and linda and jenny and her new boyfriend

was really funny.. we arrived at 19.00 and we started to pack up the food
and 20.00

then we talked and listen to music and danced then she's boyfriend came over and he got into the shower and we made the food ready , we made tacos.

and we sit down ate and talk about everyting and nothing.
and she's boyfriend talked about that he wanted to have sex .. and ya.. they did

while me and linda was in the kitchen and ate the icecream ,
we didnt went home until 24.00
and took the last train and we went off the train after 2 stations were my dad picked up us.

and well ..
that was a really good , cause we laugh and laugh and laugh ^^

later sweets ~

WOW!!! he's Amazing!! *drrooool*

O_______O

That Guy.. Just That Guy.. He Cant be Cuter.
he's nice and sweet and Wounderful , well we met ouside the libary , get in and we sit down and start to talk about wich one we should start with and the subject were Japanese.

we talked and talked and laugh and study.. and after an hour he stolen my pencil i tried to get it back , and suddenly i feel and i huged him.

and he huged me.. and seemd like me *dunno if its true* well half past 7 we went out from the libary and start to get something to eat :D
we acutally held hands.. *cute* o____O

and we ate dinner on "MC donalds" and he wanted to follow me to the door. but i didnt know why we whould do that..

But in other case im happy with the day :D

Later Sweets~

well its monday and i miss him , havent seen him since friday.
he's so cute.

well my life seems to go as i want to.. im happy and i probobly are going to get my x-best friend back (: we start to talk yestrday and she seemd plesent suprised and happy to talk to me again , that must be a good sign..

i hope i can see him this week and study japanese with him as he said last weekend ^^


well linn-chan you know i love you and i suport you in every desition you take :D

There i was in my japanese class and looked at him. he's so beautiful. he got a cute smile and i like the way he laugh. its so unfair that we are only friends.and on our way home. i held my hands around he's arm. and 2 mins later ive got my hand in he's hand.



ow well. your the cutest . 


Later sweets~

EVERYBODIE DANCE NOW!! *singing*

im sitting here with my paper and my paint program in school , boooring. i want to go on brake and talk to my friends .


anyways, i dont think i acutally got so much to say this time.

life is kind of good right now.
feeling happy. and i got a Boyfriend who actually loves me, BUT thats the thing i dont know if i love him. but i kind of like him . so i hope everything vent to the better.


umm.. in this weekend, im not going to something special.
saturday im going to my cousins house and do some X-mas Things. i think that will be pretty fun cause we are 4 Female cousins. Magdalena , Emma , Johanna and Me ^^

anyways

Later sweets~~

naaw robin , im worried about your operation
i know. its only your nose thtas broken , but i feel worried when it comes to operations. You are my Best friend .
ow well , im waiting for your sms ...

anyways i feel like im starting to fall apart.
im still a bit inlove with my best friend but still i got my BF. i missed him this weekend while he was on DH (DreamHack) but i feel like its better between us.

i cant really explane the feeling or the situation between us atm .
but i can only hope its going to be better way or ... it chould fall apart.



~hugs and kisses~

something are terrible wrong right now , i dont know my cute boy are acting strange , and my X lover got hes "perfect" girlfriend , actually dunno what to think , well he seems so happy . i want to be happy too. well im happy that i got patric but hes cranky all the time nowadays . i still miss you robin and you know that, well today where my first day at work and it was awsome , worked hard the whole day , im proud of myself . i met 2 new friends at the work , catta and per , really nice guys i ate lunch with them and had a really good time.
tomorrow are a new day in the workshop new things to learn .

~hugs and kisses sweets~

omg.. i think this will be a good day, (not really tho cause i work tomorrow) but i can talk to my favorit boys today again (:
and linn-chan im sorry i woke up so late. i woke up like 12.30 so im verry sorry huns...

well it was good too sleep it was my first good sleep seens i dont know. i havent slept good the whole week , so im not tierd and i feel happy. :D
to be honest i have missed Patric and Nick alot we all have done much this weekend.. nick went to parties and concerts.. i hope the concert was good yesterday xip ;) , and i went to my moms house and where at a halloween party :D and poor patric have he's vacation somewhere, so we all have been busy this weekend.. but thats good. then we have time too miss each other :D


Just The Way You Are Guys..

Your PERFECT :D

well i have to be serious.. im unbeliveble , i did it AGAIN well. at wensday there was a big snow weather , and i chouldnt get home so i slept at my "boyfriend" Per's house , i chouldnt sleep and woke up like 20 times o"o , i didnt know why i regret i stayed at he's house. cause i slept bad , and i was thinking of wrong person when i slept beside him o"o , then one of my best friends who havent talked to me for a while suddenly talk to me again . and he tells me that he have found a girl and he's soo inlove.. but hey dont think about me sitting there alone at home crying cause i chouldnt get the boy i wanted, well i thought i had get over him when i met patric the boy i really miss.. havent seen him tho , and that makes the thing even more worse. i dont know why i still miss him >< , then yesterday my ex boyfriend Richard . wanted me to sleep at hes place , cause he was drunk and wanted some cuddeling.. so i told him i chould go to your place tomorrow morning.. and hug and talk to you.. and ya i did. 10:40 i where down at he's place and he where "sleeping" so i said goodmorning.. after an hour i where in he's bed kissing him .. WTF?! something wrong with me ? oh well.. ya.. i regret that too.. cause i know he just make use of me .. so ya , thats ya... no comments , and ya i didnt went from him until 2 oclock or something, then i got home.. called my friend and took the train to my mother . then i came home to my mother , talking ate dinner and dressed up for the halloween partie , i was a nurse or suposed to be , some pepole thought i was a kinda cute nurse with my skirt and stuff :P
me and my friend got bored on the party so we ent home and watched some movies on youtube , now im sitting here in my jeans again *like* and i dont have to go outside in the cold weather . *wiie*
anyways, am i stupid or am i pathetic? or what am i ? who am i ? a girl who like to be in trouble . and the only thing the boys want me to ... is to have sex with me . thats not fair , *sigh*

oh well ..

*hugs and kisses sweets~*

i cant understand this , im feeling crap , me and a very close friend kinda fight cause i promiced here we where going to the city , but i had to vlean my room and help my dad and shit -.- and 2 hours later she called me and she wasnt happy , and i felt like a total morron.

i hate my self cause of it .

well today is it monday , and im going to check some cloths and cut my hair.

and for ppl who was evil to my friend yesterday in "world of warcraft" Go Chuck yourself ~.~

i really cant understand , boys really are stupid , trow rocks at them , i cant believe i did it again , i feel inlove and he fall inlove too and one or 2 weeks later he start to acting strange , and i didn't understand why he was like that , oh well he just had a bad day , but ooooh noo. it wasn't as i though is was something ealse , he couldn't tell me that he didn't like me anymore . and ye , i got mad >< and asked him why he didn't told me that before and hes freaking answer was "i dont know , i liked you" and i hadn't talk to him until yesterday and he said he liked me as friend and a bit more , ya if you had liked me robin , you shouldn't have done as you did. hes so gorgeous o"o , i cant believe that, oh and i want to say thanks to my wonderful girls nikki-san and linn-san for a wonderful day at uppcon i hope we chould do it again ^^ , well i have to try to sleep school tomorrow

later sweets~